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an armful of papers； and people were ing into their doorways to shout across the street。 everyone was shouting ‘we’ve e in！ we’ve e in！’ the boy grabbed a poster from his bundle and stuck it on the shop…front opposite：
england declares war on germany
we rushed out on to the pavement； all three assistants； and cheered。 everybody was cheering。 yes； cheering。 but old grimmett； though he’d already done pretty well out of the war… scare； still held on to a little of his liberal principles； ‘didn’t hold’ with the war； and said it would be a bad business。
two months later i was in the army。 seven months later i was in france。
PART Ⅱ…8
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i wasn’t wounded till late in 1916。
we’d just e out of the trenches and were marching over a bit of road a mile or so back which was supposed to be safe； but which the germans must have got the range of some time earlier。 suddenly they started putting a few shells over—it was heavy h。e。 stuff； and they were only firing about one a minute。 there was the usual zwee…e…e…e！ and then boom！ in a field somewhere over to the right。 i think it was the third shell that got me。 i knew as soon as i heard it ing that it had my name written on it。 they say you always know。 it didn’t say what an ordinary shell says。 it said ‘i’m after you； you b—； you； you b—； you！’—all this in the space of about three seconds。 and the last you was the explosion。
i felt as if an enormous hand made of air were sweeping me along。 and presently i came down with a sort of burst； shattered feeling among a lot of old tin cans； splinters of wood； rusty barbed wire； turds； empty cartridge cases； and other muck in the ditch at the side of the road。 when they’d hauled me out and cleaned some of the dirt off me they found that i wasn’t very badly hurt。 it was only a lot of small shell…splinters that had lodged in one side of my bottom and down the backs of my legs。 but luckily i’d broken a rib in falling； which made it just bad enough to get me back to england。 i spent that winter in a hospital camp on the downs near eastbourne。
do you remember those war…time hospital camps？ the long rows of wooden huts like chicken…houses stuck right on top of those beastly icy downs—the ‘south coast’； people used to call it； which made me wonder what the north coast could be like—where the wind seems to blow at you from all directions at once。 and the droves of blokes in their pale…blue flannel suits and red ties； wandering up and down looking for a place out of the wind and never finding one。 sometimes the kids from the slap…up boys’ schools in eastbourne used to be led round in crocodiles to hand out fags and peppermint creams to the ‘wounded tommies’； as they called us。 a pink…faced kid of about eight would walk up to a knot of wounded men sitting on the grass； split open a packet of woodbines and solemnly hand one fag to each man； just like feeding the monkeys at the zoo。 anyone who was strong enough used to wander for miles over the downs in hopes of meeting girls。 there were never enough girls to go round。 in the valley below the camp there was a bit of a spinney； and long before dusk you’d see a couple glued against every tree； and sometimes； if it happened to be a thick tree； one on each side of it。 my chief memory of that time is sitting against a gorse…bush in the freezing wind； with my fingers so cold i couldn’t bend them and the taste of a peppermint cream in my mouth。 that’s a typical soldier’s memory。 but i was getting away from a tommy’s life； all the same。 the c。o。 had sent my name in for a mission a little before i was wounded。 by this time they were desperate for officers and anyone who wasn’t actually illiterate could have a mission if he wanted one。 i went straight from the hospital to an officers’ training camp near colchester。
it’s very strange； the things the war did to people。 it was less than three years since i’d been a spry young shop…assistant； bending over the counter in my white apron with ‘yes； madam！ certainly； madam！ and the next order； madam？’ with a grocer’s life ahead of me and about as much notion of being an army officer as of getting a knighthood。 and here i was already； swaggering about in a gorblimey hat and a yellow collar and more or less keeping my end up among a crowd of other temporary gents and some who weren’t even temporary。 and—this is really the point—not feeling it in any way strange。 nothing seemed strange in those days。
it was like an enormous machine that had got hold of you。 you’d no sense of acting of your own free will； and at the same time no notion of trying to resist。 if people didn’t have some such feeling as that； no war could last three months。 the armies would just pack up and go home。 why had i joined the army？ or the million other idiots who joined up before conscription came in？ partly for a lark and partly because of england my england and britons never never and all that stuff。 but how long did that last？ most of the chaps i knew had forgotten all about it long before they got as far as france。 the men in the trenches weren’t patriotic； didn’t hate the kaiser； didn’t care a damn about gallant little belgium and the germans raping nuns on tables （it was always ‘on tables’； as though that made it worse） in the streets of brussels。 on the other hand it didn’t occur to them to try and escape。 the machine had got hold of you and it could do what it liked with you。 it lifted you up and dumped you down among places and things you’d never dreamed of； and if it had dumped you down on the surface of the moon it wouldn’t have seemed particularly strange。 the day i joined the army the old life was finished。 it was as though it didn’t concern me any longer。 i wonder if you’d believe that from that day forward i only once went back to lower binfield； and that was to mother’s funeral？ it sounds incredible now； but it seemed natural enough at the time。 partly； i admit； it was on account of elsie； whom； of course； i’d stopped writing to after two or three months。 no doubt she’d picked up with someone else； but i didn’t want to meet her。 otherwise； perhaps； when i got a bit of leave i’d have gone do