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one was that of the clouds； driven across the moon in one direction； and the other was that of the stream of dust； seeming to cross it in quite another。
and of the two； the dust was flowing more quickly and at much greater volume。 in fact； the whole sky seemed to be flowing with it； a great inexorable flood pouring out of the world； out of all the worlds； into some ultimate emptiness。
slowly； as if they were moving themselves in her mind； things joined up。
will and lyra had said that the subtle knife was three hundred years old at least。 so the old man in the tower had told them。
the mulefa had told her that the sraf； which had nurtured their lives and their world for thirty…three thousand years； had begun to fail just over three hundred years ago。
according to will； the guild of the torre degli angeli； the owners of the subtle knife； had been careless； they hadnt always closed the windows they opened。 well； mary had found one； after all； and there must be many others。
suppose that all this time； little by little； dust had been leaking out of the wounds the subtle knife had made in nature。。。
she felt dizzy； and it wasnt only the swaying and rising and falling of the branches she was wedged among。 she put the spyglass carefully in her pocket and hooked her arms over the branch in front； gazing at the sky； the moon； the scudding clouds。
the subtle knife was responsible for the small…scale； low…level leakage。 it was damaging； and the universe was suffering because of it； and she must talk to will and lyra and find a way to stop it。
but the vast flood in the sky was another matter entirely。 that was new； and it was catastrophic。 and if it wasnt stopped； all conscious life would e to an end。 as the mulefa had shown her； dust came into being when living things became conscious of themselves； but it needed some feedback system to reinforce it and make it safe； as the mulefa had their wheels and the oil from the trees。 without something like that； it would all vanish。 thought； imagination； feeling； would all wither and blow away； leaving nothing but a brutish automatism； and that brief period when life was conscious of itself would flicker out like a candle in every one of the billions of worlds where it had burned brightly。
mary felt the burden of it keenly。 it felt like age。 she felt eighty years old； worn out and weary and longing to die。
she climbed heavily out of the branches of the great fallen tree； and with the wind still wild in the leaves and the grass and her hair； set off hack to the village。
at the summit of the slope she looked for the last time at the dust stream； with the clouds and the wind blowing across it and the moon standing firm in the middle。
and then she saw what they were doing； at last： she saw what that great urgent purpose was。
they were trying to hold back the dust flood。 they were striving to put some barriers up against the terrible stream： wind； moon； clouds； leaves； grass； all those lovely things were crying out and hurling
themselves into the struggle to keep the shadow particles in this universe； which they so enriched。
matter loved dust。 it didnt want to see it go。 that was the meaning of this night； and it was marys meaning； too。
had she thought there was no meaning in life； no purpose； when god had gone？ yes； she had thought that。
〃well； there is now；〃 she said aloud； and again； louder： 〃there is now！〃
as she looked again at the clouds and the moon in the dust flow； they looked as frail and doomed as a dam of little twigs and tiny pebbles trying to hold back the mississippi。 but they were trying； all the same。 theyd go on trying till the end of everything。
how long she stayed out； mary didnt know。 when the intensity of her feeling began to subside； and exhaustion took its place； she made her way slowly down the hill toward the village。
and when she was halfway down； near a little grove of knot…wood bushes； she saw something strange out on the mudflats。 there was a glow of white； a steady movement： something ing up with the tide。
she stood still； gazing intently。 it couldnt be the tualapi； because they always moved in a flock； and this was on its own。
but everything about it was the same； the sail…like wings； the long neck； it was one of the birds； no doubt about it。 she had never heard of their moving about alone； and she hesitated before running down to warn the villagers； because the thing had stopped； in any case。 it was floating on the water close to the path。
and it was ing apart。。。 no； something was getting off its back。
the something was a man。
she could see him quite clearly； even at that distance； the moonlight was brilliant； and her eyes were adjusted to it。 she looked through the spyglass； and put the matter beyond doubt： it was a human figure； radiating dust。
he was carrying something： a long stick of some kind。 he came along the path quickly and easily； not running； but moving like an athlete or a hunter。 he was dressed in simple dark clothes that would normally conceal him well； but through the spyglass he showed up as if he were under a spotlight。
and as he came closer to the village； she realized what that stick was。 he was carrying a rifle。
she felt as if someone had poured icy water over her heart。 every separate hair on her flesh stirred。
she was too far away to do anything： even if shed shouted； he wouldnt have heard。 she had to watch as he stepped into the village； looking to the left and right； stopping every so often to listen； moving from house to house。
marys mind felt like the moon and the clouds trying to hold back the dust as she cried out silently： dont look under the tree； go away from the tree 。。。
but he moved closer and closer to it； finally stopping outside her own house。 she couldnt bear it； she put the spyglass in her pocket and began to run down the slope。 she was about to call out； anything； a wild cry； but just in time she realized that it might wake will or lyra and make them reveal themselves； and she choked it back。
then； because she couldnt bear not knowing what the man was doing； she stopped and fumbled for the spyglass again； and had to stand still while